“What Broke Your Heart Completely?” 30 Stories (28/30)

” I’m so sorry, there’s no heartbeat”

35 weeks pregnant with our first baby.

I kept thinking it was a nightmare then realized it wasn’t so it just hit me over and over and over.

Then, the deafening silence when he was born and the 100% knowledge that my baby had actually died.

Even though on a logical level I knew, there was a teeny tiny part of me that thought maybe, just maybe they were wrong.